:// birthday wishes.

I couldn't think of anything I wanted until now. 




GIFT WISE:
1. SAILOR HAT!!!! (FOR MY MUGI COSTUME!)
2. pair of bright colored [legit] running shoes.
3. snorkle gear. (mask & flippers)
4. paddle-boarding (rental)!
5. scuba license.



MEMORY WISE:
1. Family Portraits.
      -b&W shirts on beach etc.

Rats!

I'm looking at a mouse right now outside! It's so cute, but the little eff'er gets into the roof and runs in the attic! Why is it so freaking adorable and small?


*focus* 


My spring break just ended and I knew it would fly by. Tuesday I complained to my bf that it was practically over and I hadn't done anything. He just laughed and told me to relax, sleep in and enjoy it. I didn't understand his logic, but it helped. With that said, I want to add that I've been keeping a mental list of things that make me happy when I'm experiencing them in the moment - for each day. it would look a little something like this, if it wasn't in my head:

://[Daily PLUS'].

[Wednesday, April 13, 2011]:
+ Chiropractor.
+ in cahootz.
+ watching sweaty-shirtless-boys line dance.

[Thursday, April 14, 2011]:
+ water.
+ NPR.
+ blue skies and beautiful foliage.
+ live band.
+ sushi.

[Friday, April 15, 2011]:
+ Apologies.
+ Mitch's Crazy Pineapple Chicken Quesadilla.
+ Pomegranate Margarita's.



[SATURDAY, April 16, 2011]:
+ beautiful weather.
+ Hiking.
+ Pizza & Beer.
+ Friends.


[Sunday, April 17, 2011]:
+ clean bathroom.
+ watching Ocean's Movie & Ponyo back to back.
+ Biking 5 miles.


[Monday, April 18, 2011]:
+ overcast weather.  
(*I feel like I've absorbed the sunshine so I'm all happy inside.)

+ CUTE TEXT MSG.
+ ...




That's pretty much what i can remember...


Anyhoo, It's a guaranteed smile, so you should try it too.
Happy Monday!

Shop from home.

http://hollywoodriv.blogspot.com/

*f!zztp0p@kr4cck!*

microblog: October 23, 2009 I posted about Florence and the machine.

so why are people surprised when I say that I liked them before they became glee'd out? I'll be honest.. I've been really annoyed recently. Everything is going along pretty smoothly and actually quite perfect when it comes to my relationship with my boyfriend. On top of being a sweetheart, he's been really supportive. He's not the only one in my life who i can talk to, but he's definitely someone i trust and love. I'm sitting here wasting my time being irked by things that are below me, and yet, I can't help but want to let it all out.

*breathe breathe, let it go*

I'm going to start over...

I've been really obsessed with really cool new pens and stationary items. tomorrow I will begin my journey into discovering who has the best products for me to buy. I will also get lunch and have a coffee with a very good friend of mine. A good majority of my focused time will be spent on finishing up my supply.ppt for my online course I'm taking, and then another focused time slot on my text. 

...Before Sunday I will begin...

my 2011 resolutions:

whiten teeth by jan.26.2011. [ ]

 paint my room before Feb.26.2011. [ ]

work out 3 times a week by march.2011. [ ]

 visit slo by april.2011. [x]

by may.2011. [x]

 record my first album by June.2011. [ ]

 floss my teeth religiously. [/]

 get a part-time job to pay my bills. [ ]

 

finalize all the BS with my att. [ ]

just you see.

blah.

I haven't gone to bed before 12am since last year.

hah.

It's been about 2 weeks that this statement is true though. with all the new year's festivities, i've been a night owl. what else is new.

WORKING ON MY Bad-habits:

:// Progress!

WORKING ON MY Bad-habits: 
  

orange= next on list to fix.

don't do laundry, impatient, facial regimen, eat junk, don't work-out, leaves out washed clothes on couch - don't hang them right away, can get extremely messy, don't put things back, procrastinate,not working - no job  taking things to heart or too personally- 
  

Black = might take some time to work on.

going to bed late (*ususally 2am*), lose & misplace everything, no studying languages or anything on free time, slouching, sometimes talk when eating, pick at nails, biting lip, avoid things,easily addicted to things: 
  

red= habit pretty much gone.

watch WAY too many animae's in one day,borrow without asking, being too critical of self, being a push-over -  getting moody @ PMS time, no cleaning dishes, no real responsibility, no time management,waking up after 11am-- sleeping day away,no cell on me (or it's dead) & forget to / don't call people back, don't really initiate calling person - wait for them to call when they're free, huge flake - bail out of everything when I'm not feeling well - or just not in the mood.

I actually made progress! It's funny...

:// Crackberry unreliable?

You read the title right.


As a smart phone, the blackberry is known to be reliable. It's SUPPOSED to guarantee a feeling of security with all of your beloved information. Unfortunately whoever decided to schedule the recent "wireless Update" for the phone... probably wasn't considering the possibility of breaking a girl's heart or causing many people anxiety attacks-- therefore forcing them to confirm their rage on facebook. Instead of cursing the assistants at the verizon store, I have simply stated-- on facebook to all other users-- a warning, which will hopefully prevent them from being raped of their information too.

I still have my contacts, but I lost all of the memos, the lists, the priceless thoughts and ideas that spontaneously came to me and thence forth was added to my crackleberry. I am very upset with the service at the moment as i've had other problems... but What can i say.. life is still pretty good.

P.S. Coming home from Santa Monica today... the man in the car behind me smashed into my bumper, then freaked out claiming he was reading something and didn't realize he was rolling forward. simply looking at the bumper and seeing minor scratches, with a shrug -- "Meh, it's okay"... he was let off easy. I hope he goes home today and realized that not all people are money suckers.

anyway... i was in a bit of shock since it reminded me of getting struck by a car when i was walking back to class that one day... I felt nauseous the whole day and although my back has been hurting alot this week... it only reminded me more of the pain that cars and accidents has caused me. 

with all of that out of my mind, 

I want to wish everyone a beautiful evening.

<3 love always.

:// Gas pumps are evil.

Today I came home in tears...

Whether it was the squealing brakes that my car has grown accustomed to, or the fact that i couldn't get my gas tank open and had to literally stall for 10 minutes hoping no one saw how desperate or frantically mental i looked, i would say it had to be the point where that man walked off saying, "You enjoy the rest of your day mora." Those eyes... I've never been more embarrassed in my life. Who the hell has trouble OPENING their EFFING GAS TANK?! Let alone getting gas in their car.. I was on blinking empty and what do you know, at this particular moment, i could barely afford 3 gallons of gas because i had no other means of cash. 

being a girl has its perks, but as i'm probably pre-menstrual right now, I'm feeling REALLY REALLY shitty.

The only thing that is comforting to me right now is reminding myself of what happened yesterday..

I came home also feeling not too well, My body collapsed as i reached my bed and as i was napping, i had vivid nightmares and felt nauseous in my half-slumbered state. I awoke feeling a little better, but it was my blackberry that had brought good news. The alert light on it flashed blue and green. (*There's a certain app that allows you to chose diff colors for specific ppl in your phonebook so... getting to the point > blue/green means my bf is msg'ing me) 
It's ridiculous how excited i get when i see my phone light up with those colors. It's never the same when it's the typical red blackberry preset flashing at me for everyone else...

anyway, he wrote: "come outside"
surprised i hopped out of my chair and run down the stairs to see what's going on...

There he is with a bouquet of roses..
     ... "Happy 6months" he says.

6months ago from yesterday we had our first date and I just remember being so happy talking to him for those 4 hours that night about everything and nothing..

:// Back.

Bad-habits: impatient, facial regimen, eat junk, don't work-out, leaves out washed clothes on couch - don't hang them right away, can get extremely messy, saying 'omg', sighing, lose & misplace everything, don't put things back, borrow without asking, being too critical of self, being a push-over, easily addicted to things: watch WAY too many animae's in one day, procrastinate, avoid things, getting moody @ PMS time, no cleaning dishes or laundry, going to bed late (*ususally 2am*), waking up after 11am-- sleeping day away, no studying languages or anything on free time, slouching, sometimes talk when eating, pick at nails, biting lip, not working - no job - no real responsibility, no time management, taking things to heart or too personally - terrible/no come-backs, no cell on me (or it's dead) & forget to / don't call people back, don't really initiate calling person - wait for them to call when they're free, huge flake - bail out of everything when I'm not feeling well - or just not in the mood.

red= habit pretty much gone.
orange= next on list to fix.

:// Young love.

I'm in love. . . with music.

more specifically Jack JohnSon and Justin Nozuka. Youtube Nozuka's new songs to see what i'm raving about: Heartless -- that song has been on repeat for me. I was feeling a bit un-inspired for a few weeks and just 2 minutes listening to his song i had this epiphany like feeling. i was so inspired to get back into some projects i've wanted to do for a while... and it felt good.

got to get back to work. <3