Today I came home in tears...
Whether it was the squealing brakes that my car has grown accustomed to, or the fact that i couldn't get my gas tank open and had to literally stall for 10 minutes hoping no one saw how desperate or frantically mental i looked, i would say it had to be the point where that man walked off saying, "You enjoy the rest of your day mora." Those eyes... I've never been more embarrassed in my life. Who the hell has trouble OPENING their EFFING GAS TANK?! Let alone getting gas in their car.. I was on blinking empty and what do you know, at this particular moment, i could barely afford 3 gallons of gas because i had no other means of cash.
being a girl has its perks, but as i'm probably pre-menstrual right now, I'm feeling REALLY REALLY shitty.
The only thing that is comforting to me right now is reminding myself of what happened yesterday..
I came home also feeling not too well, My body collapsed as i reached my bed and as i was napping, i had vivid nightmares and felt nauseous in my half-slumbered state. I awoke feeling a little better, but it was my blackberry that had brought good news. The alert light on it flashed blue and green. (*There's a certain app that allows you to chose diff colors for specific ppl in your phonebook so... getting to the point > blue/green means my bf is msg'ing me)
It's ridiculous how excited i get when i see my phone light up with those colors. It's never the same when it's the typical red blackberry preset flashing at me for everyone else...
anyway, he wrote: "come outside"
surprised i hopped out of my chair and run down the stairs to see what's going on...
There he is with a bouquet of roses..
... "Happy 6months" he says.
6months ago from yesterday we had our first date and I just remember being so happy talking to him for those 4 hours that night about everything and nothing..
Whether it was the squealing brakes that my car has grown accustomed to, or the fact that i couldn't get my gas tank open and had to literally stall for 10 minutes hoping no one saw how desperate or frantically mental i looked, i would say it had to be the point where that man walked off saying, "You enjoy the rest of your day mora." Those eyes... I've never been more embarrassed in my life. Who the hell has trouble OPENING their EFFING GAS TANK?! Let alone getting gas in their car.. I was on blinking empty and what do you know, at this particular moment, i could barely afford 3 gallons of gas because i had no other means of cash.
being a girl has its perks, but as i'm probably pre-menstrual right now, I'm feeling REALLY REALLY shitty.
The only thing that is comforting to me right now is reminding myself of what happened yesterday..
I came home also feeling not too well, My body collapsed as i reached my bed and as i was napping, i had vivid nightmares and felt nauseous in my half-slumbered state. I awoke feeling a little better, but it was my blackberry that had brought good news. The alert light on it flashed blue and green. (*There's a certain app that allows you to chose diff colors for specific ppl in your phonebook so... getting to the point > blue/green means my bf is msg'ing me)
It's ridiculous how excited i get when i see my phone light up with those colors. It's never the same when it's the typical red blackberry preset flashing at me for everyone else...
anyway, he wrote: "come outside"
surprised i hopped out of my chair and run down the stairs to see what's going on...
There he is with a bouquet of roses..
... "Happy 6months" he says.
6months ago from yesterday we had our first date and I just remember being so happy talking to him for those 4 hours that night about everything and nothing..
This brightens my day. I am so happy to hear that you are so happy.
ReplyDeleteI love you sweet pea. And carry you with me in my heart.
wait... "you enjoy the rest of your day mora." ?
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