:// Today a zebra may cross my path.

:// birthday wishes.

2011-07-26T00:42:00.000-07:00

I couldn't think of anything I wanted until now. GIFT WISE: 1. SAILOR HAT!!!! (FOR MY MUGI COSTUME!) 2. pair of bright colored [legit] running shoes. 3. snorkle gear. (mask & flippers) 4. paddle-boarding (rental)! 5. scuba license. MEMORY WISE: 1. Family Portraits. -b&W shirts on beach etc.

Rats!

2011-04-18T10:40:00.000-07:00

I'm looking at a mouse right now outside! It's so cute, but the little eff'er gets into the roof and runs in the attic! Why is it so freaking adorable and small? *focus* My spring break just ended and I knew it would fly by. Tuesday I complained to my bf that it was practically over and I hadn't done anything. He just laughed and told me to relax, sleep in and enjoy it. I didn't understand

Shop from home.

2011-04-11T17:45:00.001-07:00

http://hollywoodriv.blogspot.com/

f!zztp0p@kr4cck!

2011-01-06T01:46:00.000-08:00

microblog: October 23, 2009 I posted about Florence and the machine.so why are people surprised when I say that I liked them before they became glee'd out? I'll be honest.. I've been really annoyed recently. Everything is going along pretty smoothly and actually quite perfect when it comes to my relationship with my boyfriend. On top of being a sweetheart, he's been really supportive. He's not

blah.

2011-01-06T00:19:00.000-08:00

I haven't gone to bed before 12am since last year. hah. It's been about 2 weeks that this statement is true though. with all the new year's festivities, i've been a night owl. what else is new. WORKING ON MY Bad-habits: orange= next on list to fix. don't do laundry, impatient, eat junk, don't work-out, leaves out washed clothes on couch - don't hang them right away, can get extremely

:// Progress!

2010-11-13T11:54:00.000-08:00

WORKING ON MY Bad-habits: orange= next on list to fix. don't do laundry, impatient, facial regimen, eat junk, don't work-out, leaves out washed clothes on couch - don't hang them right away, can get extremely messy, don't put things back, procrastinate,not working - no job taking things to heart or too personally- Black = might take some time to work on. going to bed late (*ususally

:// Crackberry unreliable?

2010-10-21T18:09:00.000-07:00

You read the title right. As a smart phone, the blackberry is known to be reliable. It's SUPPOSED to guarantee a feeling of security with all of your beloved information. Unfortunately whoever decided to schedule the recent "wireless Update" for the phone... probably wasn't considering the possibility of breaking a girl's heart or causing many people anxiety attacks-- therefore forcing them to

:// Gas pumps are evil.

2010-09-22T17:59:00.000-07:00

Today I came home in tears... Whether it was the squealing brakes that my car has grown accustomed to, or the fact that i couldn't get my gas tank open and had to literally stall for 10 minutes hoping no one saw how desperate or frantically mental i looked, i would say it had to be the point where that man walked off saying, "You enjoy the rest of your day mora." Those eyes... I've never been

:// Back.

2010-06-29T20:18:00.000-07:00

Bad-habits: impatient, facial regimen, eat junk, don't work-out, leaves out washed clothes on couch - don't hang them right away, can get extremely messy, saying 'omg', sighing, lose & misplace everything, don't put things back, borrow without asking, being too critical of self, being a push-over, easily addicted to things: watch WAY too many animae's in one day, procrastinate, avoid things,

:// Young love.

2010-05-20T21:12:00.000-07:00

I'm in love. . . with music. more specifically Jack JohnSon and Justin Nozuka. Youtube Nozuka's new songs to see what i'm raving about: Heartless -- that song has been on repeat for me. I was feeling a bit un-inspired for a few weeks and just 2 minutes listening to his song i had this epiphany like feeling. i was so inspired to get back into some projects i've wanted to do for a while... and it

:// MRI results.

2010-05-17T22:00:00.000-07:00

so I was at the knee dr. today and he basically said i might have to get knee surgery if my knee keeps on acting up. this is sooooo shitty! it's ridiculous! I was looking at the MRI results, and it showed two huge bruises medially -- on the distal end of the femur and the proximal end of the tibia. *that's pretty much the knee joint bones smacking each other. ahhhh! I freaked out at this because

:// Hit by a car.

2010-05-13T20:42:00.000-07:00

So I was hit by a car on april 28, 2010. Just thought I should document that sooner or later since I tend to rant about stupid shit all the time. I'm re-cooping but i'm still experiencing pain through my back and left side of my head. it really effing sucks knowing that you could be doing everything right by crossing a green signal at a crosswalk--- then get pummeled down by a car going 30mph

:// Multiple cleanings.

2010-04-03T23:21:00.000-07:00

I feel like the day before every 'holiday' is basically a day for cleaning. instead of keeping things tidy, we let them become a mess and freak out about guests coming over and what-not. it's kind of annoying since it's like a broken record type thing. it happens without hesitation every event, yet nothing is done to change it. I'm keeping my place tidy and clean so at least there's not much work

:// NEW SONG!

2010-04-01T00:21:00.000-07:00

Okay, so I put some of my own songs /recordings up before, then took them down--- and now I'm just going to say that I'll add one up at a time. right now I'm going to share a song i wrote a while back called "The one you left behind" which is too long of a title, so suggestions for a shorter SIMPLE title would be great. hahah.. 5. The One you left Behind. voice inside his head. moving on.

:// Running into the past.

2010-03-31T22:33:00.000-07:00

Too much ego under one roof. that can actually happen you know. I need to figure out the best place for me to work so i can get an apartment next year with lexi and go to school closer. i could even walk i don't care hahah.. okay maybe that's pushing it. but i need to figure out something. I don't think anyone is ready for Colorado considering there's no effing beach there.. but I'm down for an

:// All at once.

2010-03-28T16:33:00.000-07:00

what the flip god, why does everything happen at once?! Thursday, March 25, 2010: Went to Lil' Tokyo in Downtown LA with ryan--- i still can't believe i haven't hit up a bunch of these places before, so i had some fun out there. best part-- coconut mochi ice-cream?! ohh hell yes--- you heard right... absolutely amazing stuff. hahah... yummm. After we got home, had to pick up the little sis--

:// Beat it.

2010-03-23T08:26:00.000-07:00

completely exhausted. I wish i could just finish up all my work for the week instead of wasting time sitting in classes. oy vey i feel like a child again. anyway, i have a problem. I LOVE v neck shirts but I've been so grossed out with v neck shirts that are so low your cleavage hangs out. and yeah, i understand girls love to have their boobs pop out in guys' faces... but i'd rather not be

:// Cooking.

2010-03-22T08:50:00.000-07:00

still taking care of the kids (aka my older bro, dad and lil sis haha)-- and last night's dinner was terrible. well, it was edible but there was something hilariously wrong with each dish lex and i prepared. oh man. we're trying. if i wasn't coming home at 10-10:30 every night, i feel like i'd spend some more time attempting to cook... Anyway, as i was driving ang to school this morning, she

:// Bad habits.

2010-03-19T09:21:00.000-07:00

pool at underground. i've done this before, but i want to get rid of *if not all, then most of* my bad habits. Bad-habits: impatient, facial regimen, eat junk, don't work-out, leaves out washed clothes on couch - don't hang them right away, can get extremely messy *room has been spot-clean for a while.. maybe I'm breaking that! =D, saying 'omg', sighing, lose & misplace everything, don't

:// Oauf.

2010-03-18T08:26:00.000-07:00

L'été dernier je suis allé à Paris, pour voir une amie à moi. Elle s'appelle Eve, elle a vingt-un ans. Nous sommes allé à une fête dans sa ville, j'ai bu du whisky avec du coca-cola. Nous avons marché jusqu'à la tour Eiffel, qui est très grande! Nous sommes aussi allé à Disneyland Paris, qui est identique à celui de Los Angeles. J'y ai mangé beaucoup de sucreries. La nourriture en France est très

:// Luck of the Irish.

2010-03-17T08:58:00.000-07:00

For my little game today I'm going to count how many people ask if I'm irish, then post it at the end of the celebration. I don't think I'm irish, but i could be wrong... I may have some in me. everyone comes up to me asking me if I'm irish. actually, that's one of the first things they mention. It's funny because it all started way before today. so her's to a great day//night ahead! P.s.

:// Post of Thanks.

2010-03-15T10:33:00.000-07:00

So today I'm too exhausted and weak to write much, so I'm dedicating this post to a beautiful friend of mine. Thank you. From the bottom of my heart, Thank you. The letter you sent me is beautiful just like you. I'm glad you found inspiration in my words, I wrote what was true and it just flowed without thought, so it's wonderful to know that beauty can be found in everything. I came back

:// R.I.P.

2010-03-14T00:50:00.000-08:00

City and Colour - What Makes A Man? I knew something was wrong last night. It lashed out from my insides, the screaming and cries. tossing and turning i tried to ignore all this pain & discomfort I've never experienced before. I felt that something beyond my window was calling me. I couldn't take it any longer. something was happening, or about to happen. I waited by that window for 45

:// ViDGeo Fone.

2010-03-13T01:28:00.000-08:00

Here's A FEW of the low quality camera-phone pics that I've compiled within the last two days. It's not much, but for what it's worth, I am thankful for a [lot] of them. memories within pictures can be good or even bad, but they allow you to hold on to those moments, even if it's for just a second more. hope you enjoy some of them... I am Thankful [for the beautiful warmth of sunshine].

:// Telephone.

2010-03-12T23:46:00.000-08:00

i feel personally violated watching lady gaga's telephone song featuring beyonce. IF you enjoyed that shit YOU HAVE to explain yourself because 1.) there was no sense of fashion in it. you must be a tool to readily accept that. 2.) so the message to the KIDS here pretty much is: Americans are whores that are killing everyone--- funny beyonce, very funny. oh right, and it's cool to be a whore.

:// Be Selfless.

2010-03-11T14:09:00.000-08:00

Save the Hawaii County Band 3,681 signatures. Goal: 100,000 signatures. http://www.petition.fm/petitions/savetheband/

:// Random stuff

2010-03-10T13:57:00.000-08:00

While I get over being sick, I'll admit I've only been a little productive and i've spent more time on the internets... btw the sunset was beautiful. MGMT - Flash Delirium any thoughts on the new MGMT? I'm just going to say that this video caught my eye. Along with that, i think this is hilarious and well done. P.s. Getting better faster than expected! <3

:// Je suis malade.

2010-03-09T17:46:00.000-08:00

I'm sick. =( I left my french course an hour early last night feeling nauseous and feverish. I hadn't eaten anything since lunch but once I survived the drive home, i passed out in my bed immediately. This morning didn't go so well. Actually, I didn't experience a morning. I couldn't sleep well throughout the night -- tossing and turning is actually closer to what i experienced rather than

:// Kitchen Nazi. vs. The Happy Jeans.

2010-03-07T13:54:00.000-08:00

I woke up this morning... (*hey, we're at a good start! lol jk...) expecting to see some pancakes in the kitchen, since i thought i had overheard someone talking about making them. To my disappointment, When I peaked in, it was completely empty. I immediately turned my negative expectancy into a positive, "Well this is a great opportunity to make pancakes myself." but then... as I searched

:// Losing focus.

2010-03-06T21:27:00.000-08:00

So I realize, I lost focus when i went out of control with putting widgets all over this place. it took a close friend to indirectly let me know my zealous ways were actually straying me away from my original intentions for this blog. With that said, here's what's happening and how I feel about it. "I'd rather be the one who loves than to be loved and never even know..." I've been behind in

:// Blog-Land.

2010-03-05T23:49:00.000-08:00

Love love love. I was wandering through blogger, and I stumbled upon a gorgeous girl named hannah, who's a bit younger than me-- but def. more adorably fashioned & reminds me of Zooey Deschanel! (which is a complement since i love the actress) anyway, when i saw this image on her site, it hit me... Every model should put these masks over their face. It doesn't take away from the pieces,

:// ABC's of Me.

2010-03-04T21:46:00.001-08:00

ABC'S OF ME! thanks to rasha! This is just a time waster full of silly simple facts. A: Age - Twenty one.B: Bed Size - Full. *Think it's stupid they made fulls... it's like a twin but for an obese person. REALLY? just make it a queen jeez. *king reserved for hubby and me. ;p C: Chore you hate - considering i never do the Laundry...D: Dog's name - if i had one, it would be cali & the other

:// Overwhelmed by thoughts.

2010-03-03T01:51:00.000-08:00

Current Evaluation: feeling behind, having urge to stop blogging as my thoughts are telling me life is chaotic therefore i shouldn't write about it. stop. calm down, take a few deep breaths, and relax. what do you do when you're over-thinking and you feel like you're going to throw up from nerves? someone please tell me before i go crazy. maybe i just need sleep. Good-night. BITE HIM

:// NINJA BEAR!

2010-03-02T16:35:00.000-08:00

WANNA SEE A BEAR WITH NINJA SKILLS? I TOLD YOU GUYS ASIANS ARE AWSUM. JUST LOOK AT THIS JAPANESE BEAR (AT A ZOO IN HIROSHIMA, JAPAN). UMM BEAR WITH NINJA SKILLS? looks like I'm not the only one with an eastern obsession. GO JAPAN! Here's my two crap assignments that took longer to make than to read off as a report. grrrr... btw, if you're wondering why i'm posting this. IT's for me---

:// SHAAA!

2010-03-01T22:40:00.000-08:00

WARNING: FULL-POST PARTIAL NUDITY. BEFORE WE GET TO THE MAIN FOCUS OF THIS POST I WANT TO FIRST INTRODUCE THE FACT THAT ASIAN GUYS ARE EFFING ADORABLE. I'm actually at a loss for words right now, but I'm sure if my mind were clear I wouldn't shut up. so as most of you should know by now... I think it's becoming apparent that the Korean/Japanese cultures are at the top when it comes to 1.)

:// FREEBIES.

2010-02-28T17:41:00.000-08:00

Okay, I'm going to start off slow with this first song. Michael Buble is simply amazing and soothing to my ears, so of course I'm going to share this with you guys... P.s. thE video YOU ARE ABOUT TO WATCH is ORGASMIC. wow if only i had the live version. DownLoad LINK: Michael Bublé - Hold On.mp3 this song caught my attn. at first listen. it's catchy and very pop-club dancy, so I'll

:// Who am I?

2010-02-28T17:22:00.000-08:00

discover your striving style, learn what to do if it's backfiring from neglect, and find ideas to guide your life in the direction that it was meant to go. YOU ARE STRIVING TO BE RECOGNIZED You are an achiever: Ambitious, competitive, and hardworking: That's you. With a clear image of who you are, you work tirelessly to make sure your accomplishments are recognized. Your drive for success

:// Giving in to Ms. O

2010-02-28T17:10:00.000-08:00

The man Martin Luther King Jr. called "an apostle of peace and nonviolence" has been a teacher, writer and vocal opponent of war. Here, Thich Nhat Hanh shares a few words of wisdom... ~ "Freedom is not given to us by anyone; we have to cultivate it ourselves. It is a daily practice… No one can prevent you from being aware of each step you take or each breath in and breath out." ~ ~ "People

:// Tsunami Watch.

2010-02-27T17:32:00.000-08:00

Tsunami Advisory for Southern California A massive earthquake off Chile sent waves across the PacificBy MICHELLE WAYLAND and JOHN ADAMS Updated 1:55 PM PST, Sat, Feb 27, 2010 var trkcid=85683387;var partnerID=523232; var _hb=1; window.onerror=function(){clickURL=document.location.href;return

:// Domain name.

2010-02-27T02:31:00.000-08:00

it's been changed: http://candencecole.blogspot.com/ hope this didn't interfere with anything. <3 P.S. Check out my new PAGES! (links found on the right hand side-panel just below profile info.) I've added bits and pieces of photography, and some art, and of course a music page which are all under-construction!

:// Lent

2010-02-26T23:59:00.000-08:00

I feel like I'm the only one that always starts lent the day, even week, after it really begins. I was thinking about what to give up, or rather do, in my life during this time. Here's a list of things that I definitely couldn't survive doing/not doing without screwing up my lent'n promise... somewhere down the line: - giving up [chocolate]. - giving up [the internet]. - giving up [texting].

:// The Weekend!

2010-02-25T00:41:00.000-08:00

The weekend has officially begun for me, but I'm going to spend my Thursday at the library studying for French, Art History, and working on some broadcasting assignments. I have to whip out my backpack and carry my books in one of those things cuz it looks and feels ridiculous carrying 50 heavy paper-backs in your arms while struggling to keep your "side-shoulder-bag" from sliding off entirely!

:// Plus j'y pense...

2010-02-23T23:26:00.000-08:00

translation: "The more I think about it". So I've decided on what kind of pet I want. Normally, people tend to veer towards a dog or a cat if they're serious about a real pet. No, having a fish or an animal smaller than a rabbit does not count... With that said, I want a goat. Yes, I just said I wanted a goat. Judge or don't judge, frankly I'm completely impartial to your

:// Cold.

2010-02-22T23:26:00.001-08:00

I knida got sick =( so much to do, update later.

:// Kitchen.

2010-02-21T21:06:00.000-08:00

So I didn't post yesterday but I'm excited to say the kitchen has been de-cluttered! *as best as I could with not getting rid of my Mother's things without her permission. It took all day if you can even believe that and I'm being anal about everyone cleaning it after it's used now, but the parents are on a mini-vaca. in Palm Springs, *Mom called earlier to check in, she was lounging pool-side

:// 30H!3.

2010-02-19T02:26:00.000-08:00

I'm going to start adding some songs that hit the spot for whatever occasion they'd fit into.Love: First, 30H!3 is annoyingly adorable, so I'm just going to say that I'm giving in and jumpin to the beat rather than being a lazy-ass by sitting the dance-floor out. Download: 30H!3 - Starstrukk (ft. Katy Perry).mp3 Basically in the video, the boys steal the coins from a fountain and immediately

:// The time is..

2010-02-19T01:11:00.000-08:00

Do you know if you're computer has the correct time? Apparently I was 4 seconds or so fast, so I try to change it.. then it ends up being late, then 0.5 seconds fast... then in vain I try to get it on point-- but no luck. FINALLY after I spent a million hours trying to get my computer on EXACT time, I boast success! You try it. It's like a game, but you end up getting something out of it... the

:// Lent'n Promise?!

2010-02-18T23:11:00.000-08:00

When I signed up for French, I didn't know it was going to be so hardcore. Since it's a more advanced level, we sat down and spoke only French for almost 3 hours! I was so surprised because 1.) It's been almost 4 years since I've taken the language, and 2.) I understood everything the teacher was saying the entire time! Of course 3 words at the most baffled me... but that was because of the tense

:// Spring 2010.

2010-02-17T13:21:00.000-08:00

So last night I crashed a broadcasting/journalism course and I have to say I'm pretty excited to get back in there next week. The only downfall is the fact that it's 3 hours -- ending at 10pm and I found myself yawning from personal exhaustion. At first I was nervous, but the professor is so animated and I felt motivated to give it a chance. As a foreign correspondent he had many stories to share

:// Happy Valentine's!

2010-02-14T23:26:00.000-08:00

This weekend had to be the best Valentine's weekend by far! There's some stuff that happened that I'm just not willing to share with the whole world... but nothing slutty don't worry haha... and there's other stuff that had me smiling from ear to ear. Today was an another amazing day at the beach, and I saw the movie: "Valentine's Day", which I actually thought was better than I expected! *Yay!*

:// Bothered & Hot?

2010-02-11T08:26:00.000-08:00

..Don't be! Unless it's from looking at shirtless guys. 2PM’s Jaebum vs. 2AM’s SeulOng Oohh, why do they have to have do'able bodies? It's harder not liking them. I give in! Apartment 513 shared this, and I wanted to keep it for later: Define Happiness What is your definition of a happy life? Are you living it? Think carefully about this because your definition of happiness will influence

:// Beach day!

2010-02-10T17:47:00.000-08:00

Whoo! It was warm enough again to get all skimpy and take off your clothes! Hahaha... I went to the beach today and even though I was the only one there--- I'm sure it's because the rest of the world is working hard and taking care of necessary business instead of playing. Side-note: am I the only one that didn't know Ke$ha is white? I'm not sure if I look too surprised.. but I think I was. Oh

:// Music update.

2010-02-09T23:59:00.000-08:00

POP-ROCK PARTY MIX Some music I found pre 2010 I suggest you guys check out:1.) Zion I - Coastin (feat. K.Flay)I just downloaded Phoenix's album (*finally*) but from the songs I've heard, I'm expecting it to be great!You've probably already heard it but I love it so:2.) Phoenix - 1901I've fell for The Temper Trap last Christmas too and since I'm pretty sure I'll see them @ Coachella I'm excited

:// Surplus.

2010-02-09T17:26:00.000-08:00

microblog: It's hard to get rid of things when you don't want to let anything go. Last night I started cleaning the whole house (at least beginning with the downstairs), and after I woke up this morning I just continued with where I left off. So I'm thinking this is going to be a lot harder than it should be since my Mom won't let me touch her stuff, but I understand the feeling of other

:// Free Monday.

2010-02-08T16:44:00.000-08:00

://Edit: I figured out that if you just read the bold words, that pretty much sums up the whole entry just leaving out the fluff. hah. Love love love, more later. So apparently, there was no school today for the youngins. Why? I still have no clue, and no intention of finding out what 'holiday' is being recognized. Maybe I should... bah. Anyway, I woke up pretty late--- and kinda grouchy. I had a

:// Hope.

2010-02-07T23:59:00.000-08:00

microblog: The amazing long-weekend continues! Inspirational Quote of the Day "Opportunities are like sunrises - if you wait too long, you miss them." William A Ward Saying of the Day "Believe while others are doubting." William A Ward Proverb of the Day "A good plan today is better than a perfect plan tomorrow." Danish Proverb So with Obama in office I thought it was

:// Rainy day.

2010-02-05T11:37:00.000-08:00

I found this guy's blog that I've just fallen in love with and I think you all should check it out cuz sharing is caring ;PI feel like people keep too many good things to themselves these days *so sad*Anyway, this will lead you to one entry he wrote about Jim Morrison Interview in 1970: predicting the future of music. Genius! hahha, it's crazy how he was completely right on, I'm baffled. So check

:// Spring Cleaning.

2010-02-04T23:11:00.000-08:00

Going out tomorrow night, gotta take care of lots of stuff--- must take pics! not gonna lie, KINDA BORED.waiting for a certain someone to hurry up so we could go out. FINALLY CLEANED UP MY ROOM!(moved the coach & glass table to the other side & got bookcase & palms! =p) (notice the disco ball!!) *whoo* it looks soo cool at night! haha.. I'm a dork. oh well, got some new music for 2010! Got to

:// Old photo Box.

2010-02-03T23:11:00.000-08:00

microblog: old photos, beach day. Today I stumbled upon a box of old photos. I'll have to scan them and copy them over to make them last longer than leaving them in the condition they're in. I found some beautiful pictures of my mother when she was at UCLA, and one particular tiny cut out of myself as a baby stood out from the rest. This photo is the best -- background story: my mother

:// Back to Basiqs.

2010-02-02T12:57:00.000-08:00

I'm mentioning the basiqs because of this song I heard years ago, that Phil Hanson played in his Goodbye Art video. I've watched all of Phil's videos and saw his other pieces a while back. I know that you would LOVE it just as much if not more than I do. This artist inspired me long ago to reach for brilliant and new ways of going about things. I suggest you check him out: Phil Hanson. Here's a

:// The Beginning.

2010-02-02T02:10:00.000-08:00

START WORKING ON TO DO'S HIGHLIGHTED IN RED! Random wants, wishes & to do's: volunteering! learn violin, better at piano, improve guitar, speak: french - polish - some japanese - sign language - some swedish, record an album of my songs, make 2PM dance/MV, create twice/sign MV, paint & draw more - improve figurines, get a J-O-B, explore nature: go hiking, read all interesting books on my book

:// Reading List.

2010-02-01T16:39:00.000-08:00

save for later use: Fred Armisen (Saturday Night Live)The Devil in the White City, Erik LarsonInto Thin Air, Jon KrakauerGet in the Van, Henry RollinsThe Unthinkable, Amanda Ripley Jane Lynch (Glee)The Tao of Physics, Fritjof CapraLiving Room, Rachel ShermanThe Intellectual Devotional Revive Your Mind, Complete Your Education and Roam Confidently with the Cultured Class, David S. Kidder and

:// Voila, L'Ego.

2010-02-01T04:26:00.000-08:00

Whether we consciously know what all of them are or not, we have favorites. So in order to better understand myself, and to see what I'm getting at, here's a random splurge of things that my ego is drawn to/wants to associate or be familiar with. Whatever goes, goes. Morning. (if no school wake after 10am)School Breakfast: Bagel with Honey or Cinnamon-Raisin toast bread with Butter.No-school:

:// Disco ball.

2010-01-31T23:34:00.000-08:00

microblog: Had an amazing long-weekend! “Music speaks what cannot be expressed, soothes the mind and gives it rest, heals the heart and makes it whole, flows from heaven to the soul.” So to wrap this weekend up, I brought out the disco ball from the garage, and took the girls to Osh to buy some flash-lights. They're less than $3 each, so if you're looking for cheap flashlights that are legit, I

:// Love Story.

2010-01-31T22:55:00.000-08:00

It's been a while since this song has come out. Looking past all media attention-- I truely love the simplicity of this girl's songs. She's a sweet inspiration, and I'm glad I missed the craze while I was in Poland, or else I'd be "sick of it" too. =p Here I raise my glass to the fulfillment of your deepest desires, your true wishes you cherish inside, and to the match made in heaven we're

:// Beach Bets!

2010-01-29T02:13:00.000-08:00

microblog: I'm going to test this list out. Best golfing beaches - Pebble BeachBest surfing beaches - Santa Cruz & EncinitasBest tanning beaches - MalibuBest old fashioned beach experience - Pismo BeachBest nude beaches - Blacks BeachBest youth beach hangout - Huntington BeachBest cult beach - Venice’s Muscle BeachBest kids beach - Dana Point Mother’s Beach, Long Beach Mother’s Beach, Coronado

:// Film Festivies.

2010-01-29T02:04:00.000-08:00

microblog: still feeding my addictions.So from the last time I checked this, I was writing everyday-- which is annoying since what I've written wasn't as nearly as interesting in some of the other blogs online. Well, for my personal use-- this is just to look back through and remember the things I've done, no matter how monotonous they seem. Don't ask me how or why, but I've found a pair of

:// All-nighter #2

2010-01-12T17:35:00.000-08:00

microblog: didn't go to sleep till 7 this morning. Finally bought a bookshelf!! Recently, I realized my books have been piling up in odd places-- on the balcony, on the floor, in the hallway... so, I decided to find a simple bookcase to hold all my precious items.I've been trying to keep my eye open for a special one I could refurbish (or not) but I had no luck finding any second-hand deals. I

:// Day 2: OHHC!

2010-01-11T16:17:00.000-08:00

microblog: still obsessed; must finish Ouran High-school Host Club! I stayed up last night writing a new song. =) I think it's pretty catchy, if I do say so myself. Edit: Today was pretty much spent on animae's, practicing my song on guitar and trying to get it down, and getting yummy sushi from Marukai. Oh yeah, then Chicken Maison for dinner. Wow-- I really need to start cooking more. Bah,

:// Day 1: OHHC!

2010-01-10T19:11:00.000-08:00

microblog: obsessed with new animae; Ouran High-school Host Club!

:// Yard-Work.

2010-01-09T15:26:00.000-08:00

Okay, completely exhausted from bagging 7 loads of leaves and excess bush from the front yard. Who would have friggin' known we would clean up that much? None the less, I'm glad I spent the day with my Dad helping him out! *Totally worth it!* Hard work, but I enjoyed myself! oh right, and I lost a bet to my little sister... looks like I'm $20 poorer.

:// Annual Winter-Bch day.

2010-01-08T22:46:00.000-08:00

So although I don't have much to say today, I'm happy to announce it was a beautiful 70F+ day at the beach!I was growing restless at home so I grabbed my skateboard and bag, and took off towards the waves. It was perfect because I had some time laying out reading a book, then a friend came down and joined me! After the beach we ate some delicious subs at Rinaldi's in the Riviera. *Mmm... couldn't

:// Jamaican me crazy!

2010-01-07T05:21:00.000-08:00

microblog: bacon or beer can? Enjoy, off to bed.

:// Sweet Disposition.

2010-01-06T23:11:00.000-08:00

microblog: I have become a bookworm.So today I pretty much slept a good while past the alarm clock due to the fact that I probably ended up going to bed at around 5am. Well, technically I was in bed.. but I began reading a book I borrowed from a friend; Jack Johnson's Biography. I'm going to finish it up tonight since I read most of it at the beach earlier, I think I could have finished it in a

:// 75° Bliss.

2010-01-05T14:07:00.000-08:00

Though it's only January 5th, even the radio is talking about the lovely 75° clear blue skies - summer weather we're having,"Good Morning Sunshine!". If there are things that have been on your mind and won't let you rest, like mine had last night, I suggest we take care of as much of those things as we possibly can today. Last time I was going to the library, I took the route along the beach,

:// Animae-addict.

2010-01-04T02:47:00.000-08:00

microblog: I have become an animae junkie.So far I guess I'll just keep updating this list of animaes and Jap/Korean shows my sister has bestowed upon me. In progress: Great Teacher Onizuka Bleach GetbackersRurouni Kenshin Full-metal Alchemist Death Note Code Geass R2Completed:Ouran High School Host Club (26 ep.s) Black Cat Special A xxHolic The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya Tsubasa

:// Teardrops falling.

2010-01-03T23:26:00.000-08:00

Side-note: Yesterday I biked to Manhattan with friends and we ate at Rock'n'Fish.. well kind of. I have to admit I only ate their sweet potato fries, but they were surprisingly delicious none the less! Today Matt left for Poland and getting to the point... I cried. Usually I would never want to admit that, as if it were a defeat or a sign of weakness.. but I'm learning to accept that it is a

Oh, btw...

2010-01-02T00:00:00.000-08:00

Best of luck to everyone on their journey to becoming their best-selves! It's been a good 4 weeks since I've deactivated my Facebook (unfortunately everything we've ever put up on there has been backed up into their database and has been permanently filed... even if you manually 'deleted' pictures and what not) and I'm so happy that many of you are doing the same. I haven't been too good with

:// Temper Trap!

2010-01-01T23:11:00.000-08:00

This first video is my inspiration: The Temper Trap - "Science Of Fear" just wait until the whole band comes in to complete the beginning and make it flow perfectly. Yes, this is my inspiration. The Temper Trap: rock band from Melbourne, Austrailia. If you want some more Temper Trap acoustic, here you go: Acoustic: The Temper Trap - "Sweet Disposition" Sweet Disposition 'Official' Music

://Chanel apres Coco.

2009-10-27T02:42:00.000-07:00

Coco Before Chanel "The most courageous act is still to think for yourself. Aloud," and so I shall: You may look at me, but do NOT be fooled by the interpretation of Beauty your mind so weakly tries to fabricate. Your bastardized ability to perceive with eyes does not inhibit your primordial desires to explicate the boundaries of the infinite. I too am guilty of questioning our existence,

:// Chico, California

2009-10-23T03:27:00.000-07:00

I finally went up to Chico to visit Natalie and Cassie, but also to be able to view things from a different perspective, and I enjoyed myself completely. I know that I could never have it be my home, but I'm so happy my friends have found their second home - "away from home" - retreat. It's hard being able to be so far away from home, I should know-- I lived in Poland for 2 years. Yet, taking

://Artists of the month.

2009-10-23T01:42:00.001-07:00

If you were looking for something, then I'd like to share this with you...[Lavomatik Sessions] <3 It's so different, I can't help but love it. Two artists I'd love to see right now: Chris Valen & Chad Vangaalen I've been very busy lately, but haven't we all been? Anyway, I'm willing to go through some songs in my collection to share with everyone. *Sidenote: These songs are most likely nothing

://Present Chief: Joy.

2009-10-09T00:08:00.000-07:00

microblog: Life has always been good, just open your eyes and see for yourself.[Bon Iver - Beach Baby] Well, this year couldn't start any more perfect than I could possibly dream up, but it did, and I'm dreaming higher now. I was so nervous when I was crashing courses for a whole week, not knowing if I would be able to get any courses what-so-ever! Of course at that point, there were a million

There's a Beautiful Mess inside.

2009-06-01T15:40:00.000-07:00

microblog: The blog is back after one year and five months.Timing seems to be everything. It's a shame that's a skill I haven't developed yet. While it appears as if everyone is managing themselves so generously, I'm feeling like I somehow was handed the short end of the stick again. There are so many things I just so happen to be doing, but none of them are being dealt with at the proper

Czech Republic

2007-12-29T03:36:00.000-08:00

microblog: I think something is very wrong with my left leg.Matt and I went snowboarding in Czech Republic yesterday. I'm glad he didn't ditch me even though he should have. I slowed him down. I'm not saying it wasn't fun, because it was.. but I just kept wishing that lex was there. It's not the same without the best friend you always board with, uno? Who am I suppose to point out hot guys to now

Insomnia.

2007-12-26T20:29:00.001-08:00

microblog: I'm an insomniac for all the wrong reasons.It's like a sick game that i can't stop playing,like a drug addict, but worse.Maybe not worse, but just as bad.I can't think, feel, focus when i'm like this, and yet I'm not doing anything to stop it.The other night, last night actually, i felt so betrayed-- Hostile. --Writing, working out, those didn't help me vent. What helps you to "vent"?